There are some days you just want to take off the calendar and pretend that they never happened. Days that you feel neither joy nor pain …. just an endless, overwhelming feeling of emptiness and loneliness. You wonder about the other choices you could have made but did not, about what you have not achieved so far, about the things you could’ve done better, about your childhood dreams and the excitement you felt when you thought of the endless possibilities and wonder where they all went. We all have those days and that’s how I feel right now. I seek neither pity nor consolation; just the chance to wallow in this emptiness and let it come to naught. I may feel lonely but I’m not alone because He is with me.
This too shall pass